Wauw. In 7 weeks I will move to Amsterdam. As I say it, I still can't fully comprehend it.
I am so looking forward to start working there, in a fresh company, in a fresh function and a fresh team. But I am even more looking forward to living with the man of my life there.
But also, I am scared (there we go again :-)). And emotional. I hope Vitto looks forward to it as well. I wish I could read his mind, because he's not as open as I am. Is he really up for it? Or is there a part of him that's not ready yet? I know I'm probably overthinking and overreacting because if he did not love me, he would not have agreed with this in the first place. But I just need to hear the confirmation again and again that I am welcome. Call me insecure, call me crazy but it's just what I need.
The last thing I want is to ruin this for the both of us because of me being anxious.
This feels like a brand new chapter. Principe and Principessa living together, I like the sound of that.
It's probably just my PMS that's acting up here...
As a 27-year old who's suffering from separation anxiety, I need to vent my emotions. By reading fellow sufferers their story, I calm down a bit because I realise I am not alone with all these overwhelming emotions. The only thing is: I cannot find too many stories. It seems like there is still a taboo on the subject. I hope to be of support for other people suffering from the same problem. You are not alone.
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Tuesday, August 23, 2016
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